Not knowing what is going on is the absolute WORST when it comes to IVF. W.O.R.S.T.
Last night I couldn't sleep - I couldn't get comfortable. Between my head racing and my body gearing up for AF to come roaring in, I just tossed and turned....and man, do I look like a bag-o-shit today! ;)
Throughout the morning I was wondering if today was going to be cycle day 1. I just wanted an excuse to call the nurses line to see if I could get anymore information out of them. As the spotting got a little heavier I felt it was good enough to call. Sitting at my desk I was wondering if they would even consider this cycle day 1 or make me wait until a real full bleed............maybe I should have warned everyone about TMI............this post will have some TMI! HA
While my hand was reaching for my cell phone, a call comes in. Oh shit, that's a Boston area code. Why are they calling me? I can't answer! I can't cry at work anymore! I can't hear bad news! And just like that, my finger swipes the screen to answer the call.
It was Dr. So and So from Brigham's, we have your results. My body begins to shake uncontrollably....please God, just one....all we need is one good one. Begins to tell me that three were tested and out of the three that were tested - LISTEN, I know three were tested, just give me the results!!!!!!!!!!! - out of the three that were tested, you have one normal one for your FET.
All I could muster up was - all we need is one. Dr. So and So agreed!
One final hurdle to go!
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