Let the emotions begin! I went in for bw yesterday morning (had me come in early due to some spotting) and got the call that I can go ahead and start my meds the next morning. One problem with that - I haven't called them in yet!!!! Left a message to see if I can start tomorrow night and then back to the morning if the hubs isn't able to go pick them up - thankfully the place is only 15 minutes from his work.
As the day went on, I couldn't help begin to panic and play the what if game. I just wanted to close my eyes and have it be transfer time. The next month is going to be a tough one - especially with having to hide it all from our families - we joked last night that I would have to hide the bag full of needles since his mom watches bug at the house....that would be an interesting conversation!
Hubs got home with the meds last night and my stomach dropped as I was pulling it all out of the bag. Can I do this again? Am I ready to put my body/mind through it all? I know the answer is yes - I know I have no option if we want to expand our family.
Got up at my normal time and prepped for the first injection. 20 units???? What in the fuck?????? That's a lot of Satan juice!!! Maybe it won't be that terrible since they've told me this is the 'diluted Lupron'......yeah, we'll see!
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