It's coming close to when I should be able to get a result on a hpt......one of my Mafia IVFer's asked me why I haven't if my boobs are sore - simple answer: I'm chicken shit and scared that it will be negative. So she's asked for tomorrow, her birthday....talk about pressure :) Love all my girls! so maybe.... :) I did tell myself that I would on Sunday the day before my Beta. For two reasons: (1) to prepare for bad news and (2) be able to share with the hubs at home if it's good news.
Trying not to over analyze anything but it's so darn hard not to. I literally feel myself up throughout the day to make sure they are still sore - got a little nervous this morning when they weren't as sore but it wasn't until I put my bra on that I realized, yeah, still sore! I will have to say this wait hasn't been as nearly as bad as the last time - I'm thanking the holidays for this. I've been keeping myself occupied with decorating and shopping. Since the decorating part is done and shopping is close to done, I will keep motivated and wrap everything. Mind you, I'm the one that is out shopping the week before xmas and wrapping the night before xmas eve. So I'm pretty psyched to have it all done so early this year.....yes I know there are some crazies out there that are like, "you aren't done yet? wow, I was done months ago" - good for you crazy Christmas people :)
Today's random thought:
In the ladies room, there are 3 stalls. The one on the far left is occupied, by me....you have two other options. WHY must you occupy the one next to me???? Space lady - always leave some personal space for a girl to pee. For cryin' out loud. I don't get it.
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