Today was my first bw and u/s appointment. One would think that after having been to these appointments hundreds of times, I would be used to it. That I would be used to going to the second floor of the hospital, that I would be used to sitting in the waiting room (alone today), that I would be used to blood being sucked out of my arm...and well, I don't think anyone would be used to the Wanda the Wand meetings.
But no, that was not the case this morning.
Driving down the traffic was a breeze. The music was blasting, windows were open.....it was a great morning.
I arrived super early so I sat in the parking garage and played on my phone for a bit and when I shut the Jeep off, my stomach dropped. Nervous belly kicked in. What the hell was going on? It felt like this was the first day of a new school and I knew no one. Was it because the last time I was there I found out I was preggers? Couldn't be - knew that I wasn't thanks to AF showing up when she needed to. Is it because this might be it for us? Could this be the last time we go through this whole process (if successful)?
Appointment went rather quickly - stopped by my house on the way to work for a quick second and was able to give Bug a few more kisses. Off to work I go....blah!
Here we are again.......sitting........waiting.........starring at my phone........waiting for that number!
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