Winter blues

Well it's official - winter has said hello! Woke up to less than an inch of the white stuff which really is enough for me for the rest of this season....yes my friends, I am a winter hater! Which makes me wonder why I stuck with my college up in Vermont - well besides pretty much my whole family going there and meeting the most amazing friends....it was flippin' cold during the winters. So cold - one year my car was frozen! Would not start. Hiked up to class and by the time I got inside, I had ice on my eyelashes.....THAT my friends, is a cold day. Will just keep looking at my screen with a picture from Aruba or maybe this one was Barbados...hmm, either way - it's a white, sandy beach with crystal blue waters.....ahhh, heaven! If it wasn't for IVF completely running my life right now, I would be planning our next trip to the islands. The hubs turns 40 in June, and want to plan a trip (pending what happens of course) but here's the thing: not wanting to go to a tropical island in the middle of summer. Wonder if he'll be too upset if we post pone the trip....hmmmm. Dinner conversation!

This week I have cancelled two baseline appointments because the DB (dumb bitch as I am calling her now) has YET to arrive....honestly! When I need her to come she takes her sweet ass time! The nurse said that no matter what, they want to see me tomorrow. They will be able to tell if AF DB is going to arrive and, "with all of my anomalies" they want to make sure there is nothing else they need to work around. I mean come ON. I might just throw my hands up in the air and get on a plane if they find one more thing wrong with me.

Thankfully our night away is just a few days away.....hello massage. Maybe we'll win big and that will make up for 'all my anomalies'