I am trying so very hard to keep my head positive, but with my luck/history I'm being more realistic and less hopeful this time around. I keep telling myself if I'm already prepared for bad news, it won't affect me as much......as I'm on the urge of bursting into tears in my office today. Let's blame lack of sleep and the meds! I just hope that there are some strong ones in that group that want to stick around with us for a long, long time!
Will they call me to tell me how many made it to Day 3/to the airport? Every time my phone makes a noise my stomach drops....hate this - truly hate this (and to me, hate is a very strong word). I would rather go through the 2ww than the next 24 hours - just sayin'.
Will I answer the phone when they call tomorrow or just wait to listen to the voicemail once I leave work?? Not sure I will be able to control the emotions if it is not good news - that and not sure I'll be able to control the hubs from asking me constantly throughout the day :)
Oh well - nothing we can do but just hope.....hope that they are in good hands and hope they come back with great news!!!
Best wishes for you!
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