Sunday, October 21, 2012

Another weekend coming to an end before I can even begin to do what I wanted to do.....until we meet again! Had a wonderful date night with my husband last night and enjoyed my last glass of wine for a little while (and hopefully an extended time with a successful IVF cycle). Going on facebook to see what the latest buzz was, I came across a picture of a sonogram with the caption - we are growing our family. It was a kid I went to college with and as happy as I am for him and his new wife, my heart sank. My mood suddenly went from happy, having a wonderful night with my husband, to sad and confused. I am trying so hard not to go to Depressed Town, but it just makes my head spin. What is wrong with me? Why am I unable to get pregnant without the help of medication...and even that is proving to not be on my side.....it's just so hard to stay positive when I see things like this. But I will continue to take deep breaths and march forward. Hoping we receive good news Friday when I go in for blood work that we are able to begin shots Saturday - and of course when I say we, I mean me - hubs isn't so good with needles :)
Off to finish my chores and get ready for some football.....

Sing like no one is listening, Dance like no one is watching, Live like today is your last.....

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